MeliD'z Blogginz: "Here you go Baby Reindeers!"~Barrett Deagyn

On August 21, 2008 I brought into this world, another precious baby boy; Barrett Deagyn...Since, he has filled our lives with more happiness than we could have ever asked for...He is sweet, funny, and has the best personality in the world; just like his big brother! He can sometimes find mischief, but what little boy can't...He approaches life head on and his way, "The way of the Porkchop!"...Since we have found out, this will be our last little baby...It has been bittersweet...Even though I could have at least a dozen, I do realize that I am very blessed to have two wonderful precious little boys, straight from the hands of God...These years are going by so fast...I pray to God sometimes that he will just slow down the time...So I can enjoy these years while they are little and need me like they do...Sometimes it makes me cry when I sit and think, that one day, when they are grown, they will leave our little nest...The nest that I cherish every second and every minute of my life...They will meet girls and I can only pray that they will love them like I do...Although, deep down, I know that isn't possible...No love is like a mothers love, especially the love she has for her sons...As I sit here today, I stare at what is before me and realize that its time...It is time for me to realize I have to be strong and let go a little bit...I no longer have babies(although, they will always be my babies) and they are growing up and becoming who they are meant to be...These will be the last pacies for me...Well until grand--babies at least ;)...I'll always hang onto the 1st curls, the first smiles, the first tears, the first words, steps, and most importantly their number one comfort in life other than mommy and daddy's arms...Their pacies...Yes folks, Deagyn decided he was a big boy and brought these to me...He asked that I give them to the Baby Reindeer "s"and Baby Elves...I'm just not sure I'm ready for this... 8*O(